Setting sail on an unconventional journey into the boundless world of maritime, Teenage speaks to MaritimeONE scholars Thaddeus Tan and Calista Chan on their journey thus far. 



What sparked your interest in the maritime industry?

Thaddeus: When I was young, my dad used to bring me on boat rides. The apartment where I spent my childhood also overlooked the southern coast and port infrastructure. However, my interest in the maritime industry was only crystallised after two internships, which exposed me to the massive ecosystem of the maritime industry in Singapore. It was a combination of these factors that led me to pursue my studies in this field.

Calista: Growing up, I wasn’t really exposed to the industry. So when I first heard about seafaring, it sparked a huge interest because it’s not like your average nine-to-five job. This made me want to venture into this unconventional field.


Did the industry differ from your initial expectations?

Calista: I imagined it to be very rugged and filled with physically strong people – think Popeye the sailor man! As I’m quite petite, I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to take on strenuous tasks. However, after gaining greater exposure to the industry, I realised that it encompasses more than just tasks related to seafaring; it also comprises port operations, chartering, brokering and many other ancillary support activities that might be based onshore. 

Thaddeus: After learning more about this sector through networking events and internships, I found out that it’s more exciting and dynamic than what I expected.


What are the highlights of being a MaritimeONE scholar?

Thaddeus: Having the opportunity to forge lasting friendships in the maritime industry. From attending various events and workshops such as the recent Scholars’ Advance Programme, I discovered that the MaritimeONE scholars’ community is a close-knit one. We’ve had plenty of self-initiated events throughout the years and I see MaritimeONE alumni coming back to help out.

Take us through a typical day in school.

Thaddeus: As a Year 4 engineering student, my day begins in the lab – where I flit between having my breakfast, to tending to my experiments and handling different software. I meet friends for lunch and we collectively grumble about our final year projects before returning to the lab to work on my final year project. Then I head off for my night classes, since most Year 4 electives are held at night.

Calista: We attend lessons from 8am to about 3pm, depending on our stipulated timetable. Lessons are held mainly in the classrooms, but there are also opportunities for a more hands-on experience. We get to operate speedboats and receive practical lessons on lifeboats and life rafts at Singapore Polytechnic’s (SP) Poly Marina located at West Coast Ferry Road. After spending 12 months out at sea, we then learn about navigation at SP’s simulation centre in Year 3.


What’s the most challenging and rewarding aspect of being in the maritime industry?

Thaddeus: The most challenging aspect would be keeping up with the trends as this is an industry that never sleeps. It has many diverse sectors from port to maritime services; global trade is ongoing and shipping runs like clockwork.

Calista: I would say the most rewarding part is how every aspect of the industry is interconnected. This creates a lot of opportunities and good career prospects for those interested in joining this field!


What’s a misconception about the maritime industry that you would like to set straight?

Calista: Many think that the maritime industry is a male-dominated one. While this may be true, there are more female captains on the rise, all of whom are very good at what they do. I would say the industry is rather diverse – anyone is welcome to join!

What are the important takeaways from your journey thus far?

Thaddeus: I realised that I should always look at the big picture and ensure that my efforts pay off in the long run. During my internship, I also learned how to handle dynamic situations with ease and get creative when solving problems.

Calista: I’ve learnt that I’m not someone who gives up easily. I face challenges with a positive mindset, which puts me in a better position to overcome them. I also firmly believe in reaping what you sow, hence I devote a lot of hard work to everything I do.


What’s a piece of advice you would like to give those who wish to pursue a maritime career?

Thaddeus: Internships are one of the best ways to really understand what this industry has to offer, so go for it!

Calista: Have passion for everything you do. With passion, work would seem less like a chore because you’d love what you do and even look forward to it every day.

Calista is studying the Diploma in Nautical Studies, Singapore Maritime Academy at Singapore Polytechnic, while Thaddeus is pursuing his Bachelor of Engineering (Mechanical Engineering) at National University of Singapore. This article was brought to you by Singapore Maritime Foundation. Click here for more information on applying for the MaritimeONE scholarship programme. 


8 Tips To Love Yourself Better

13 Oct 2017 by Lynette Goh

Neglecting our emotions and innermost thoughts for too long can lead to insecurities and negativity. If this year hasn’t been too good to you, and you’re understandably feeling a little burnt out, here is a guide to self-love and appreciation because all you deserve it. 

#1 Aim to strive healthily 

If you find yourself feeling lousy about yourself because you cannot keep up with people’s expectations of you, then perhaps it is time to define the differences between striving healthily and being a perfectionist. Perfectionism is the belief that if we live perfectly, look perfectly and act perfectly, we can avoid the pain of blame, judgment and shame. It will keep you asking yourself, “What will they think of me?” Meanwhile, healthy striving is different – it targets your growth, your emotions and personal goals. It is about chasing after something you value, instead of what people want from you. No one is perfect anyway, and this consistent pursuit to meet people’s expectations is a never-ending race. Quit that to run your own, and you’ll be happier.

#2 Compliment yourself

“Love yourself like Kanye loves Kanye” and jokes aside, Kanye is totally an emblem of #SelfLoveGoals. The rapper even has a song about himself named “I Love Kanye” and even though he may come off as an arrogant egomaniac, his compliments are not frivolous or thoughtless. We can learn a thing or two from his confidence to give our self-esteem a little boost and realise how recognising our strengths is just another form of encouragement we need when times get tough. 

#3 Take care of yourself

Yes, you hear it from us: be good to yourself. Nothing beats celebrating your body and looking after it. “Honour its needs through thirty-minute runs, long showers, flossing my teeth and drinking lots of water,” are Mary Dunlop of Tiny Buddha’s top tips. Clean up your diet, ensure you are getting enough sleep and treating yourself occasionally are little things that we miss out on when our schedules get busy, and it will help you feel better about yourself.

#4 Be unafraid of vulnerability

Vulnerability comes in many forms – taking responsibility for something that went wrong at work, telling your parents you love them, or acknowledging that you are worthy of love – and we often find it hard to come to terms with the reality that we are flawed. Some people translate vulnerability into rage or disconnection, but one thing you can do for yourself differently is to transform it into courage; to recognise them, slow down and seek support. “Because true belonging only happens when we present our authentic, imperfect selves to the world, our sense of belonging can never be greater than our level of self-acceptance”, Brene Brown writes in her book, Daring Greatly.

#5 Explore different art forms

Art soothes and relaxes. It could be a new canvas with some paints and brushes, a karaoke session, making music, or pottery. Channel your inner Picasso or Adele by picking up a new skill that allows you to explore the realm of creativity. Art is liberating, and it will allow you to express yourself in many ways. Who knows, you might discover a new talent you never knew you had!

#6 Spend some time alone 

A great part of learning to be comfortable in our own skin is to enjoy some time alone. The whirlwind of life is unending, and it can get exhausting at times. Setting aside some alone time can help you learn more about yourself, organise your thoughts, and deal with your emotions calmly. The more time alone time you have, the easier it is to develop a sense of self-confidence and self-love. 

#7 Think positive thoughts only

If all of the above is not working out, you can try changing perspectives and possessing a positive mindset. We all have our inner critic that’s unnecessarily harsh on ourselves and you need to know when to shut it up. 

Start by giving yourself credit for the things you do – practice positive affirmation, forgive yourself for your mistakes, look at the bigger picture and be grateful for the little things in life. Positive thinking is a step ahead of recognising your vulnerabilities, and it needs to be put to constant practice. Make a conscious effort and it will impact your life greatly.

#8 Guilt is not bad for you

If you feel guilt, it is good. Guilt allows us to change the things we do and the decisions we make. It occurs when we compare something we have done, or failed to do, with our values. Guilt is: if you made a mistake that really hurts someone’s feelings, you will say “I made a mistake, I am sorry.” It is different from shame where it makes you go, “I am sorry I am the mistake.” Knowing the distinction is important because there is a difference in who we are and what we did. It provides a more positive outlook on life because we can change what we do.

Featured image: Bart LaRue on Unsplash

How do you pick up the skill of feeling good in your own skin? Let us know in the comments section!

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First off, the facts: one in five young people may be suffering from a mental illness, while the number of teenagers who have called a suicide hotline has doubled in recent years. Yet despite the alarming increase in today’s youths experiencing such pressing concerns, there’s still a lack of discussion surrounding the topic of mental wellness.

In light of World Mental Health Day on 10 October, we hope to break the stigma of mental health – starting with you. Ahead, we share the stories of these inspiring millennials who braved the odds and emerged stronger than ever.


“Depression has many angles of attack. Some days it feels like a stifling boredom, other days an existential despair. In its harshest form it becomes a self-imposed exile on Life via suicide. I feel that therapy is very often a conflict between the values of the therapist and the client. There really are no ‘silver bullets’ to things, whether you look at philosophy, psychology or psychiatry. In fact, the many interconnecting and sometimes conflicting views provide great anxiety. Sometimes all we need is for someone to tell us, ‘You aren’t okay.’ And that’s okay.” 

– Andrew Yuen, The Glitter Mask Project*

“I always wished that I could be like other people. I tend to compare, especially with my friends who have been working a few years at the same job. I can’t even stay at one myself for so long.

I don’t know how other people do it, but my situation is different so I can’t really compare. But there’s something that I always keep in my head and I got this from my psychiatrist who told me that, ‘You take a few steps forward, like five steps forward. Even if you fall back, like two or three steps, you’re still ahead’.”

– Nawira Baig Bte Israr Baig, The Glitter Mask Project*

“What I felt for a long while was that I hadn’t moved on from being an insecure teenager. Sometimes I really feel like I’m being immature and I’m always worried about making a fuss out of nothing. But I also realise that when you go through this, you are forced to examine yourself. You’re forced to face your fears, because that’s the only way you can really move on from this. And I know that I have grown up because I acknowledge that life is really short and struggles are not necessarily bad. You’re not a bad person because you’ve faced these difficulties and challenges.”

– Melissa Rachel Kwan, The Glitter Mask Project*


“Dear you,

You were a person who constantly strived to be perfect. Failure wasn’t an option because there was only perfection. You just got out of a relationship, you’re not doing well in school, and your family was a mess. Sinking into a dark hole where your mind ran wild with negative thoughts, you thought about how you could end your life. Having been in and out of counselling, you always knew there was help out there but you just weren’t rational enough to take the first step. One fine day, you were walking home and a neighbour asked you how your day was. That changed everything. You’re getting the help you needed and I’m proud of you. You know you can’t be perfect, but you know you can be you.

Dear me,

I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder the day before my 22nd birthday. Like in Taylor Swift’s ‘22’, everything wasn’t alright – but it will be.”

– Lyn, Teenage reader


“Growing up, I’ve heard my fair share of offhanded comments people make about ‘being OCD’. They laugh at it like it’s no big deal, but what they don’t know is that it’s more than just a penchant for cleanliness.

Being diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) since I was 13, I was neither the person who would wash their hands till it’s scrubbed red and raw; nor would I check the door exactly seven times before leaving the house. OCD creeps up on people in different ways, and for me: it’s walking on the streets as I fight the urge to turn back home and check whether the toilet lid is shut; it’s waking up in the middle of the night, heart pounding as images keep replaying over and over again in my head; it’s deluding myself into thinking that I am a horrible person and I will never get better.

Four years later, I still have thoughts keeping me up at night, and I still worry about things I know will never happen. I’ve lost some battles, but that doesn’t mean I’ll ever stop fighting. Some day, I hope to live a life where obsessions and compulsions no longer control me. What does it feel like? I don’t even remember. But till then, I’ll keep going. And I know you, reading this, can too.”

– Samantha Lai, Teenage reader


“I have Asperger Syndrome and a Sensory Disorder, but I found sanctuary through the process of creating art which allowed me to deal better with my emotions. In the world of art, there is no right and wrong. I can express myself boldly and freely in my artworks. It has taught the perfectionist in me to see things in different perspectives. I learned that I can be imperfect to be perfect. I hope that my piece will encourage everyone to understand that we’ve all made mistakes. Look up to the light that brings hope; it will lead us out of the darkness.”

– Seagate Lim, Hope, Little Artists’ 20th Anniversary LAUREATES Exhibition


“It’s been years since my first encounter with a psychiatrist, and so many things have changed. While I still have low days, I’ve learned to address my emotions and come out stronger. I am not confined by my illness, nor am I defined by it. Rather, I am in a period of growth, just like everyone else.

As I write this, I want to express my thoughts about mental health. Major Depression is a nasty illness and I wish no one has to go through it. My doctors tell me that while it is a very real illness, I can get well with their help. I’m on my way to getting better now that I have the support I need. I remind myself that relapses are not the end of the world.

This year, I started a project named REdisCOVER with my friends who are also conquering mental health issues. It’s a taboo topic in our society, but we hope to spark conversations about it so others in similar shoes won’t feel alone. I really hope other people facing the same challenges will find the strength to seek help, because they are deserving of all the love they can get.

I think the hardest part of recovery is that very few people truly understand what I am going through. It can be difficult to talk about any of my feelings with other people, because they just think I’m ‘crazy’. There has been such a stigma surrounding mental illness that we often feel like outcasts. But really, we are just like everyone else. The fact that I am about to cross the finish line for my A-level studies at MDIS proves that life goes on and that things will work out in the end!”

– Tricia Chua, Teenage reader

*A collaboration between UNSAID and Anya Likhitha

Have a story to share? Here are three youth platforms where you can speak your mind and be heard.

The Tapestry Project |


Having struggled with depression and anxiety since her formative years, freelance writer Nicole Kay founded The Tapestry Project in 2014 as a creative space where readers are able to share their stories and find help within the community. Her passion project has since taken off, garnering an outpour of thought-provoking entries through the years that shed light on the widely misunderstood topic of mental health. Today, Nicole is in the process of recovery. If you’re interested in writing for Tapestry, drop them a note at [email protected]



A student-led collective started by Timothy Seet and friends, UNSAID runs in a similar vein to The Tapestry Project – encouraging dialogue via the power of storytelling. Instead of restricting themselves to one singular theme, the UNSAID team aims to tackle a different issue every year, with mental health being the core focus for the whole of 2017. Beyond words, they also seek to raise awareness through a series of original plays such as How To Be Happy and How Did I Mess Up This Bad: An Analysis.

Human Library Singapore |


First launched in Denmark back in 2000, the concept of a Human Library has since gained traction around the world, with Singapore jumping onto the bandwagon. The idea is ingenious: readers will be able to ‘loan’ a Human Book, in which real people share their stories in an intimate reading session. Recently, PsychKick co-founder Shafiqah came onboard to share her experience battling depression and suicide. Through this initiative, Human Library SG hopes to challenge the stereotypes surrounding mental health and other issues.

If you are thinking about suicide or know someone with suicidal thoughts, please call Samaritans of Singapore at 1800-221 4444 (24-hour hotline), or email them at [email protected].

This article was adapted from the October 2017 issue of Teenage. Featured image: UNSAID

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6 YA Books About Mental Health Every Teen Needs To Read

5 Oct 2017 by Germaine Cheah

More than sappy love stories or superficial plots, Young Adult novels have an uncanny ability to touch on difficult topics and relate to youths on a deeper level. For those who are battling with mental health or for the ones who have loved ones and close friends who are facing personal struggles, here are six young adult reads that will not only serve to help readers understand, but are also changing the conversation about mental health, one page at a time. 

Challenger Deep by Neal Shusterman

Challenger Deep By Neal Shusterman

Once a brilliant high school student, Caden is slowly losing his grip on reality – unable to focus on anything and believing that a kid at school wants to kill him. In his gradual descent into schizophrenia, Caden thinks he is on a ship bound for Challenger Deep, the deepest place on Earth. While receiving treatment at Seaview Memorial Hospital, he begins to come out from his illness. But tragedy strikes when his roommate attempts suicide, causing Caden to
reel mentally.

Why it’s important: An unflinchingly honest portrayal of those dealing with schizophrenia, Challenger Deep draws from Neal Shusterman’s experience with the illness through his son’s personal battle. Illustrations penned by his son are peppered throughout the book, allowing readers to gain a deeper understanding of schizophrenia.

My Heart And Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga


16-year-old Aysel is obsessed with planning her own death. After all, she has nothing to live for: her father’s guilty of murder, her mother can’t even look at her without wincing, and she’s alienated by her schoolmates because of her dad. Unsure if she can go through with suicide alone, she turns to Suicide Partners where she meets Roman, a teenage boy haunted by his own family tragedy. As they begin to fill each other’s broken lives, Aysel starts to reconsider their suicide pact – but can she save Roman when he’s so determined to die?

Why it’s important: The very definition of never judging a book by its cover, this novel demonstrates how someone could still be depressed despite a smiling facade. And perhaps the most important message Jasmine Warga strives to drive home? That there’s always a way to escape the arduous tunnel of sadness.

Bad Romance By Heather Demetrios

Bad Romance By Heather Demetrios

With an abusive stepfather and an obsessive-compulsive mother, Grace wants nothing more than to get out of her house. When she falls in love with the charismatic Gavin, she believes she has found a new home with him. That is until he turns controlling and possessive, demanding that she give up her friends and threatening suicide if they ever break up. Caught between a rock and a very hard place, Grace will have to figure out a way to escape a ‘prison’ she never thought she’d get stuck in.

Why it’s important: It’s easy to judge someone for staying in an abusive relationship, but as this book deftly illustrates, red flags are never easy to notice when they’re wrapped under the guise of toxic manipulation.

The Thing With Feathers By McCall Hoyle


Having suffered from epilepsy her entire life, Emilie prefers being alone – she’s home-schooled, spends her spare time reading and her therapy dog is her best friend. Forced by her mum to attend classes at the local high school, she gradually starts to get out of her comfort zone and learns to make friends. But Emilie has a problem: she hasn’t told anyone in school about
her epilepsy.

Why it’s important: Although primarily dealing with the effects of epilepsy, this coming-of-age tale also delves into how physical health issues can affect your mental state. At the end of it all, it shows readers that having an ‘invisible’ disability shouldn’t hinder them from doing what they want to.

Under Rose-Tainted Skies By Louise Gornall


Struggling with agoraphobia – a anxiety disorder that causes her to shun the outside world – Norah hasn’t stepped out of her house since experiencing a severe anxiety attack in school four years ago. She gets by just fine within the safe confines of her home, but her solitude is upended when she notices the new boy-next-door, Luke. Instead of defining Norah by her medical condition, he sees her as brave, smart and funny. But as they grow closer, Norah realises Luke deserves someone better – and it shouldn’t be her.

Why it’s important: For someone dealing with mental health issues, even the seemingly easiest of tasks can seem like a mountain for them to conquer. Written in a refreshing first-person narrative, Louise Gornall paints a realistic image of a teenager struggling to face her own demons.

Girl In Pieces By Kathleen Glasgow


Charlotte may only be 17, but she’s gone through more than what most people have in their lifetime – her father drowned himself, her abusive mother kicked her out of her home and her best friend’s lying in hospital brain-dead. She then finds an unhealthy way to deal: she cuts, with each new scar washing away the pain until she feels nothing. Despite spending time in treatment, she soon finds herself spiraling down the rabbit hole once again.

Why it’s important: With self-harm one of mental health’s prevalent issues, this evocative story serves as a wake-up call for today’s generation. It details how young lives can become so derailed that they turn to “writing their pain on their bodies”, and the effort needed for those suffering to pick themselves back up.

Featured image: Anthony Tran on Unsplash

This article was adapted from the October 2017 issue of Teenage

We’re always on the lookout for good reads, so share your favourite books with us in the comment section! 

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8 Ways You're Wasting Time Without Realising It

2 Oct 2017 by Lynette Goh

Too much on your plate with not enough time to do ’em all? We get it. And if seeking out methods to increase your productivity and efficiency yields no results, how about looking at the ways you’re spending your time (or wasting it)? Here are a few ways you could be doing so. 

#1 Watching TV

Couch potatoes, here’s reality coming in like a wrecking ball. Binge-watching watching TV dramas (Netflix included) is truly a luxury when pressed for time. At the very least, you’d be spending over seven hours a week (if you stick strictly to a one hour episode each day) – time you could spend working on something else. 

#2 Indulging In Social media

Chatting with your friends every five to 10 minutes when you’re supposed to be doing revision, stalking people on Instagram instead of paying attention in class, Snapchatting your every move when you’re supposed to be rushing a project… You aren’t the first to get sucked into the endless vortex that is social media, and you won’t be the last. If you find yourself spending copious amounts of time on social media and leaving none for serious work, it’s high time to put away your gadgets and focus. 

#3 Complaining To Your Friends

Talking about your overloaded situation serves as a good outlet for pent up frustrations and it’s a process that shouldn’t be skipped. But to be honest, if all you’re doing is complaining to your friends (and not actually working on what you can), it doesn’t actually solve anything nor reduce your pile of work. The next time a rant session is in order, try allocating a timeframe to talk about it to your heart’s content. – when time is up, back to work you go! Also, remember to give yourself mini breaks in-between so as not to get overwhelmed. 

#4 Not asking questions

Sounding out your questions during class may be daunting for some, but it’s important to get any queries out of the way. For example, whether it’s clearing doubts about project guidelines or gaining a clear understanding of the syllabus taught in class, you won’t have to waste time trying to figure ’em out later on your own, especially when you’re pressed for time. 

#5 Poor organization

Everyone gets messy from time to time but if you find yourself frequently searching for your notes, stationary, homework, etc., you have to change this time-wasting situation around ASAP. Poor organisation means you’re spending precious time foraging for the basics you need, leaving lesser time to get proper work done. Clean up your desk, implement a proper organisation/filing system and you’ll be way more productive in the long run. 

#6 Not getting enough sleep

The lack of sleep is one of the top causes for low productivity levels. Plan your day well and schedule for most of the work to be done before sunset. Burning the midnight oil or pulling all-nighters won’t do you any good in the morning. Furthermore, you will burn out easily and your productivity levels will hit a plateau. Instead, stretch the hours you have in the day to complete your work, and leave the night for your rest.

#7 Over-thinking Everything

Nobody likes making mistakes, but don’t let your fear stop you from being productive. For example, you could be worrying about perfecting your project, but not starting quickly (and not meeting submission deadlines as a result) will end up negatively affecting your results anyway; worrying, over-thinking and pointlessly mulling over things you have zero control over is a waste of time – quell your fears and just start doing. 

#8 Taking on too much

If you find yourself biting off more than you can chew, it may be time to take a step back. List what you have on your hands currently and learn to say no. It is never wrong to reject certain meet-ups if you are tight on time, nor do you really need to volunteer to be on every project – scrambling to keep up impedes your progress and eventually dilutes the quality of your work. Learn to discern what is really worth your time and you’ll be better for it. 

Featured image: Drew Coffman on Unsplash

Let us know in the comment section if we missed out anything that you think is a waste of time!

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